18.12.15

Thyroid cancer

So, I got bad news.  There was cancer. I have to take radioactive iodine.  In order for that to happen I have to stop any thyroid medications and become extremely hypothyroid.  This process will take approximately a month. After that I take the iodine and spend two days in quarantine and other 8 days away from my baby.  And after that the whole ordeal is over.  I am focusing on the positive. This too shall pass. Hopefully after that the process of achieving normal hormonal levels will be fast. I can't imagine how long that will take.
 I knew all that before they tell me. I went today at my appointment to give me medication for parotitis and I knew he would have the results.  I knew what he would tell me although noone believed me, because there was no indication.  I knew it would be bad enough for iodine.  But, still I had hope that maybe just maybe I wasn't right this time.  But I was. And that's it. Let's hope it won't be as bad as I imagine.
 I am sorry if I brought you.down. I promise that in my next post I will return to my usual cheerful self. I love you all.
Blessed be.

10 comments:

Bouncin Barb said...

Oh Sweetie I'm so sorry that you had to get this news. Be positive, meditate and visualize the disappearance of those awful cells. I'm thinking positive!! Please keep us updated. Healing energies and hugs your way!

Debra She Who Seeks said...

Sorry to hear this news! I know you will handle all the ups and downs well, though. The Great Goddess Brigid is on your side! Good thing that it was caught early and is treatable.

Wendy Yukihiro said...

Gosh, I am so sorry to hear your news. I do truly understand I to had gone through breast cancer when my son was only 4years old he is now almost 16years old and I am kinda cancer free meaning that because of the kind of cancer I have to take a cancer med for the rest of my life so i can keep enjoy the blessing I have been blessed with I will privately pray for you and the one thing I remember is family, love and faith / DragonsFaeriesElves&theUnseen many blessing Wendy

jaz@octoberfarm said...

i am soooo sorry to hear this but the good news is my sister had this and it is very treatable. are you having your thyroid removed? she did and then she had radiation i think and it was gone! hang in there!

Lola Enchanted said...

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry to hear that you have cancer. My heart sank when I read your post. I feel so bad for you and i know your not posting for sympathy but I really feel bad... I will be sending good juju your way and you will be in my prayers.

plz take care and think positive and knw that ppl out here just love and adore you!!

xoxo

Toni said...

Your heart is big. I can't imagine why you apologize to us (your friends) for sharing that you had a negative diagnosis. I hope you know we care and want to share the ups and downs.

Sending you positive energy for the procedure though I have a feeling being away from your baby is going to be the roughest part.

mxtodis123 said...

I am sorry to hear this but if it is any consolation one of my clients had thyroid cancer and he said he never felt better than after it was removed. Sending prayers and healing energy.

angela said...

Sending love light and healing from across the world. If I could I would sent you some lapis or sodalite so I'll wear some and send the energy to you.

mahler76 said...

Εύχομαι να είναι κάτι αντιμετωπίσιμο και σύντομα όλα να πάνε καλά. Καλά Χριστούγεννα σου εύχομαι!

Magic Love Crow said...

Happy it was caught early! Never say sorry!! Much love and healing prayers being continued to send!