New Year's Eve

The very last day of the year has started and with it gone, so will be my twenties(not officially till August, but still!). 2013 was very special to me, my life got so much richer(although i definitely got poorer, babies need a lot of stuff!). It seems as if everything is painted a little bit pink. I  feel more free and so much stronger(although on a physical level, sometimes walking is a struggle!).
Since the year is about to change i want to do a thorough cleansing in my home, without any actual cleaning though because my back is killing me today! So today i am going to burn some labdanum and roses and let that sweet smoke reach deep into my soul.
Have a blessed New Year's Eve full of love and laughter!

Just a month to go!

Greetings dear  blogfriends! How are you doing this holiday season? These are the first winter holidays that i have enjoyed so much! Being festive with a baby is unbelievable fun! Everything is almost back to normal! My back does n't hurt so much! I am not pumping milk more than 6 hours a day! But between baby and work not much time is left for me to study! I can not wrap my head around it, but the fact is that my singing diploma exam is less than a month away! Just by typing this pure panic takes over! I am so not ready! But the thing is my almost 11 year studies reached their end and soon this part of  my life will be over!  I will miss it terribly, but at this point i am not thinking of making room in my life for classical singing! Singing maybe, but classical singing requires a devotion i just can't afford!
On Christmas day i gave a lot of love to my plants! They were so happy the next day!All this time because of my back i had other people taking care of them, and they were healthy, but all this wonderful energy they used to emanate, was not the same, if there at all. Even my pomegranade tree that used to have four leaved clovers growing underneath it, had only plain three leaved ones! I still have so much gardening to do and i can not wait!
With my exam just around the corner my whole life seems to be on pause. I am not functioning as i should. All this stress has taken its toll on my sleeping and eating. It's only been a week since i stopped biting my nails and i just can't convince myself  to diet!
For me dieting is not about restrictions and denial of certain foods but about planning ahead. It is the way my brain works... if i want to succeed in anything i have to think it through. So, if healthy living is the goal scheduling meals and exercise is the way!
Soon! Life is going to start again soon!

Have the merriest of Christmas...

..with love and light!!!