OUCH!

I have written the first line like a million times. You can say i am a little down today. My long face can almost touch the keyboard. I am definetely out of balance. If it was someone else i can almost see my self writing down the prescription. A hot levander bath, some soothing music, candles, burning incense and just the right amount of meditation.Yeap, that would do the trick. But i do not even have the energy to relax. How amazingly selfdestructive is this? And while Pms is showing its ugly face and huge amounts of chocolate are being consumed, my boyfriend(with whom of course i am in a huge fight with!) won't let me wallow like i want to. UGH! I know...I 'm such a sunshine!
Blessed be!
Oh and premenstrual syndrome is a b..!